Deepa

Free bird!

I can spread my wings and fly!
Dance sing play when i want to!
Let loose, let my mind not to control me
My heart tells me to run with the wind
Like a horse!
Run and fly and soar thru the sky!
Breathing the pure air!
Feeling what I miss
The innocence
Gaiety in the air!
I miss it truly!
Running free and wild!
Breaking barriers!
Physically, emotionally!

Spreading my wings and Flying!

-Deepa

Friends are to stay through thick and thin

In good and in bad!

But lately only in Good

Not when hurt

Not when troubled

Friends throughout life

A bond

Indescribable

Timeless

Precious, Love which cannot change, nor die

Something that stays forever

Something that should increase

Not decrease

A downward trend

Ups and down and now down down

Into all the trouble possible

Missing it

Loved it

Need it!

I quit, I am not going to try anymore

I quit thinking

I quit creativity

I quit analyzing

I quit wasting time

I quit feeling this way

I quit trying to put effort

I quit trying to talking to inannimate things

Inanimated people stone like

Figures of greatness

I quit

I quit

Call me a quitter

Call me a failure

I quit explaining all that

I quit!

I am waiting, and waiting,
For the right time to tell this,
I want to shrivel away, Blown off ufffff.
With every moment passing by
Its harder harder
Bruised inside and out,
Hurting inside and out
Difficult times i felt passed by
But not true
It was a small sign that something worse is to come
Somethings magnitude cannot be measured

So now I wish everyone
To wish that i was never there
A touch a hug a hi!
All gone
A hello half harted
Taken for granted
Any food left? You look what have you done?
I want to be like you.
Comments all heard through one ear and out of the other

All the feelings sucked out
All good moments in the past
Not to be seen now, nor in the future!

Goodbye my friend, Goodbye.