So this is now, this is what makes my future!

Are you a part of my future?

It is upto you, and what you decide.

So this is now.

I am not a stranger to myself now, but maybe then when I am in my future

I might not know what I am then and what I am now.

So I want you to know

This is me now.

I have changed

And I am changing

Change is the only thing that is there for always

So this is my present.

Enjoying music, and movies, all things teens like.

So lets see this post in 5 years and see  how much I have changed.

Right now music is important, and i listen to a lot of it.

Lets see then!

This is me! This is now!

Clouds in the skies floating, pouring rain

Thundering and scaring people,

The moisture trapped in them,

Soft clouds, going through hills, through houses at a height.

Feeling the moisture

I want to reach it

I want to touch the clouds.

Feel the water on my hands, on my face without it being there.

Like a soft cold hand, making a warm sad face, Happy.

Creating sparks without electricity.

Creating a complex set of emotions,

Flavours being smelt without them being there.

Spicy, sweet, tangy, salty the Aroma.

Flowers, vegetables, fruits, tea, coffee, herbs.

Ooty waking up to the sounds,

Of birds,

The smell of Purity.

The early morning mist covering windows, and the sun creeping in slowly.

A world serene and calm and magical!Purity at its best!

Aah Bliss!

Change is Necessary
Babyhood to childhood
Child to a teen
Teen to an adult
Adult and life?

What does life, hold?
Change? is change a part of life?
First year to second year to a final year
From being know one, to all known

From a meek thing to a loud noisy creative person

What does future hold? Its uncertain
But change is certain.

Change will come, is coming, and will always happen
I was shy, i was calm, now i am loud.
I stand testimony to change in time,

Unknown and now known.

I was what i was, and i am what i am now, because of change.

Change in life, change in thought, in actions, in all spheres.

Graphic design, photography, and almost everything, i have evolved in.

Explains this year and how some people and stuff i have done has changed me, people who know me will know what i mean by this!

Free bird!

I can spread my wings and fly!
Dance sing play when i want to!
Let loose, let my mind not to control me
My heart tells me to run with the wind
Like a horse!
Run and fly and soar thru the sky!
Breathing the pure air!
Feeling what I miss
The innocence
Gaiety in the air!
I miss it truly!
Running free and wild!
Breaking barriers!
Physically, emotionally!

Spreading my wings and Flying!

-Deepa

Bangles Bangles!

Jingle Jingle

Colours dark and bright

Amazing bangles

lifeless gives life

Amazing sound feeling!

Jingle Jingle!

I love my bangles!

Friends are to stay through thick and thin

In good and in bad!

But lately only in Good

Not when hurt

Not when troubled

Friends throughout life

A bond

Indescribable

Timeless

Precious, Love which cannot change, nor die

Something that stays forever

Something that should increase

Not decrease

A downward trend

Ups and down and now down down

Into all the trouble possible

Missing it

Loved it

Need it!

I quit, I am not going to try anymore

I quit thinking

I quit creativity

I quit analyzing

I quit wasting time

I quit feeling this way

I quit trying to put effort

I quit trying to talking to inannimate things

Inanimated people stone like

Figures of greatness

I quit

I quit

Call me a quitter

Call me a failure

I quit explaining all that

I quit!

I am waiting, and waiting,
For the right time to tell this,
I want to shrivel away, Blown off ufffff.
With every moment passing by
Its harder harder
Bruised inside and out,
Hurting inside and out
Difficult times i felt passed by
But not true
It was a small sign that something worse is to come
Somethings magnitude cannot be measured

So now I wish everyone
To wish that i was never there
A touch a hug a hi!
All gone
A hello half harted
Taken for granted
Any food left? You look what have you done?
I want to be like you.
Comments all heard through one ear and out of the other

All the feelings sucked out
All good moments in the past
Not to be seen now, nor in the future!

Goodbye my friend, Goodbye.

The wind blows gently on your face,
It feels as though someone is touching you softly, gently,
You are being pulled towards it.
The cool gentle feeling of being caressed by nature
By its splendid mystique feeling
You are being drawn towards it,
It completes us, it makes us feel that we are a part of something beautiful
A World of Serenity.

One thing you should know

You control my life

Like I am some thing

Hurting me, ripping me from inside and not out

Your words can make me jump from a scrapper

Thinking I have survived the fall, dusting me

As though I am alright just by that

Can’t express my feelings,

Can’t sing it

Can’t play games no more

Cannot be controlled any longer

I need to reach to you and tell you

That I need you!

I cannot see the end of the road

Which you are driving me into

Emptiness all around

Can’t see a thing having 20-20 vision

Why are you doing this to me?

You are breaking me into pieces tinnier than bread crumbs…