Addictions are something all of us have, and Im addicted to Vampires and any romantic story

Is it because I lack a love life? or a life outside college and work?

Is it cause it is only a myth? That you cant find the life you or Im always after?

Dreaming a life that is never possible, and life becoming a dream at the end of the day

Wanting to make something good out of life

Leaving a mark in history may it be in pages of textbooks or on websites or blogs like such

Imprinting or etching a mark in peoples lives is enough for me

To be remembered for the good things I have done and not the bad

To remember me for what I am and what I have done in your life

To have left an impact that would make you feel empty when I am not around

Due to proximity or even changing circumstances in either of our lives

I live my life through your perspective cant u see?

I understand my life through your view point

I am here, no where else

I am changing, I am a changed person 21 years and changing everyday for you and for myself…

Are you a part of my future?

It is upto you, and what you decide.

So this is now.

I am not a stranger to myself now, but maybe then when I am in my future

I might not know what I am then and what I am now.

So I want you to know

This is me now.

I have changed

And I am changing

Change is the only thing that is there for always

So this is my present.

Enjoying music, and movies, all things teens like.

So lets see this post in 5 years and see  how much I have changed.

Right now music is important, and i listen to a lot of it.

Lets see then!

This is me! This is now!

Thundering and scaring people,

The moisture trapped in them,

Soft clouds, going through hills, through houses at a height.

Feeling the moisture

I want to reach it

I want to touch the clouds.

Feel the water on my hands, on my face without it being there.

Like a soft cold hand, making a warm sad face, Happy.

Creating sparks without electricity.

Creating a complex set of emotions,

Flavours being smelt without them being there.

Spicy, sweet, tangy, salty the Aroma.

Flowers, vegetables, fruits, tea, coffee, herbs.

Ooty waking up to the sounds,

Of birds,

The smell of Purity.

The early morning mist covering windows, and the sun creeping in slowly.

A world serene and calm and magical!Purity at its best!

Aah Bliss!

What does life, hold?
Change? is change a part of life?
First year to second year to a final year
From being know one, to all known

From a meek thing to a loud noisy creative person

What does future hold? Its uncertain
But change is certain.

Change will come, is coming, and will always happen
I was shy, i was calm, now i am loud.
I stand testimony to change in time,

Unknown and now known.

I was what i was, and i am what i am now, because of change.

Change in life, change in thought, in actions, in all spheres.

Graphic design, photography, and almost everything, i have evolved in.

Explains this year and how some people and stuff i have done has changed me, people who know me will know what i mean by this!

I can spread my wings and fly!
Dance sing play when i want to!
Let loose, let my mind not to control me
My heart tells me to run with the wind
Like a horse!
Run and fly and soar thru the sky!
Breathing the pure air!
Feeling what I miss
The innocence
Gaiety in the air!
I miss it truly!
Running free and wild!
Breaking barriers!
Physically, emotionally!

Spreading my wings and Flying!

-Deepa