I am done with 2 full years in Christ College, i am a free bird!

I am in mixed emotions now, im happy that i have finished 2 yrs and im sad that i have only 1 more year left in college! I am going to make most out of it! Music dancing whatever it may be! I am going to do it with all the effort! So cheers to a new year and cheers to a new me

As i write, i stare at a blank post, its very metaphorical to my life at the moment. I am having a conflict within me, this is the 1st time i have stared at my laptops screen and thought what i am going to after college, this is the time i have to decide what i have to do for the rest of my life, and so my status message is wants to turn a new page, and right a new page in her life!

I can sit and admire nature for maybe a day but not click photos of it for the rest of my life! I cant graphic design throughout the year either, i have to select something which makes me happy, which makes me stand on my own 2 feet, something which i love doing! But what is that i know not yet! What if i select many careers? It maybe nice to think of doing it, but how applicable is it to me? Can i handle it?

Music i love, but i cant sing, i have hobbies, but that is that!

So what next? Holidays true, internship yes, but after that? What am i going to do after i leave college is a big question, if i want to do something else, i will need training, so what am i going to be trained in? What am i going to pick? Lets see 6 months later! What i post!

Thus my life has to be written by me and what i do! I am an individual who wants to stand on her 2 feet, not do something that i am forced into!

Live and love life, need to select something which will make it be the same for a long long time.

Change will happen, change has to happen, it is the only thing that i am sure of right now!

Cheers and Hugs
Deepa

I know I can be a little stubborn sometimes (I say)
A little righteous and too proud
I just wanna find a way to compromise
Cause I believe we can work things out

I thought that I had all the answers
never givin in
but baby since you’ve gone
I admit I was wrong

All I know is I’m lost without you
I’m not gonna lie
how am I gonna be strong without you
I need you by my side
if we ever say we’d never be together
in the end you wave goodbye
dunno what I’d do
im lost without you

I keep trying to find my way
and all I know is im lost without you
I keep trying to face the day
I’m lost without you

How am I ever gonna get rid of these blurs
baby I’m so lonely all the time
everywhere I go I get so confused
your the only thing thats on my mind

On my bed so cold at night
I miss you more each day
only you can make it right
no I’m not too proud to say

All I know is I’m lost without you
I’m not gonna lie
how am I gonna be strong without you
I need you by my side
if we ever say we’d never be together
in the end you wave goodbye
dunno what I’d do
I’m lost without you

I keep trying to find my way
and all I know is I’m lost without you
I keep trying to face the day
I’m lost without you

If I could only hold you now
make the pain just go away
can’t stop the tears from running down my face (ho)

All I know is I’m lost without you
I’m not gonna lie
how am I gonna be strong without you
I need you by my side
if we ever say we’d never be together
in the end you wave goodbye
dunno what I’d do
I’m lost without you

I keep trying to find my way
and all I know is im lost without you
I keep trying to face the day
an all I know is
I’m lost without your love
I keep trying to find my way
and all I know is
I’m lost without you (ho)
I’m lost without you

Delta Goodrem- Lost Without You

I went to VJ’s house, was in coll around 9:30 and at 11 mam took attendance and left us off by 11:15 and i was killing time till 12:30 hogged lunch and dad picked me up at around 1 back home by 1:15 and slept off

My day was so so, it started out with a bang!

I called up my soul sister Deepti, and wished her a happieeeee wapieeeeeeeee new year (sounds funny right?) Then i called up Garima and wished her she was almost asleep and i guess i woke her up

I called 4 other friends who did not pick their phones up, 2 of them were at Church and the other 2 had switched their phones off!

I got abt 5 messages and 2 phones calls by 2:30 after tht i put my phone in silent until 5 and then put it to loud!

Later on i got calls over sms over e-mails wishing me for the new year, aunts uncles offering blessings to me and everyone at home!

Went and bought myself a slipper in the noon and gave the dvd’s that i had borrowed from Channel Nine.

Got back home for lunch, had parrota, after which i had cake and some snacks etc, Cleaned my room up after lunch sorted out old clothes, which doesnt fit me anymore!

After which i basically argueed with my parents about what I have to give as gifts to my friends in college!

Went and bought some cards! For 5 ppl

Had onion flavoured potato fries, then rasam with uppachi chilli’s which was delish had green apples as dessert!

Partially designed Deepti’s cover page, and right now I am extremely tired!

- Regards Deepa