Da-Magix

Things happen for a reason, call it fate or destiny everything has a purpose. So this post is about how I am feeling nostalgic and stuff, about 30 days left in college, some things have happened which are simply amazing!

First thing that changed me, was ordering my cam, originally I wanted a sony h9! Thank God Uttam suggested this camera! Taking the certificate course was prolly the best thing I did, I made soooooo many friends thanks to it. Oh and  yeah, the next thing was clicking for college during Darpan 2008, I had sooooo much fun. Designing for Inbloom 08 was nice and it opened my eyes to all that designing and all that creativity! It was a real nice experience. Designing for Backstage Passes, was also damn amazing, but it was only an eye opener. I am still laughing at myself, when I took part in Darpan in 1st yr, that was such a shitty design! I laugh at myself every time I see it My so called Pratham, amazing magazine thank you Christ Uni

Well 2009 is still surreal, cause Darpan was amazing, designing for it was sooooo damn relaxed, photos were not as good as the previous years, i guess wasnt in a mood to do it, felt more like a burden than a hobby! Inbloom wow! I loved every bit of it, designing for it clicking photos, amazing experience! Made soooooo many more friends, had loads of fun, the photos have come out sooooo damn well, I am damn happy! I am going to add photos here In a separate post.

This year has been the most remarkable year! Successful events, winning first place for the first time, being in final year, getting an imac! Wow this year has truly been amazing!

So the year started of with Inbloom 09, which went of really well minus my cam though.

Then came Silhouette! It was the best thing that happened in 2nd yr in our dept i swear! I owe it all to my class and my classmates!

Flunking and then passing after a reval something that i still feel is a dream, thought of having flunked was scary! But then i cleared it with a nice 1st class, thank God!

Internship was relaxed and i had lots of fun

Darpan! was THE BEST that happened this year! Winning 1st prize in photography, and 3rd in graphic designing that itself is hard to believe! Got into cul team soon after that! Pondi got cancelled due to Swine flu

Birthday Turning 20 wow still cant get a grip

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After all that i have been thru the past month or so, i should be eternally happy, but its not, happiness lasts only for a little while, that week, and if not celebrated for at the right time, its not going to go on. I haven’t seen some people, i am close to, its odd, its something I am not used to.

I want to remain happy, cheerful, excited, but i cant, too much work, too less time. Too many problems solvable but unsolved.

Too too too less time, to breath.

Is art for me I am bad with my 2 hands so graphic design has my pallete/swatches, my brushes, my canvas the layers and then whatever i add to it to make it my own

I’m back into my analyzing mood, i want to know what life is. what defines life? What will happen if i ask this question? What can i expect from myself, by doing something like this.

I believe right now that, life is something that defines a person, a path on which a person travels, and keeps on travelling till death, or even after that. I have certain goals, certain features, certain things that define me, does this define my life as well? Is my life, designed, defined by what i do or what i am?

A tragedy, a romantic comedy, an action packed adventurous film, is our life something like that? Are we seeing a distorted reflection of ourselves in movies? We all have our ups and downs, is our life similar to that of a movie? Does our life have scenes? Like a setting, and lighting? Antagonists, Protagonists and Supporting Characters, i am making the former 3 as nouns, thus capitalized. So is there a character like the joker, one who is there only to trouble us? Or a glass slipper, which will change my future? Is life like a contrast to a fairytale?

Does one’s life consist of people as in subjects, things as in objects, a verb or an action, and a preposition a setting? Such as Deepa’s pen is lying on the table beside her. A Subject me in this case, my pen which is on the table. Can life be defined with ‘a’ subject, object, verb and preposition? In one’s life there will be several subjects, objects, verbs and prepositions, defining one’s life can be done after one’s life is loved to the fullest till the last second he or she is on this earth in a biological form, psychologically, we continue to stay, we can never die psychologically, we are parts of others’ life and they are a part of us.

Life goes on never stops, biologically maybe, heart stops beating, blood stops flowing.

Life goes on psychologically forever. It cannot be defined.